Well stayed home todae..While waiting for aby to wake up..well i watch online movie alone..Soo in the evening arnd 7+pm met baby boi and went to WM to watch Alvin and the chipmunks 2...Bt unfortunately the que was damn freaking long..I was kinda upset to see that...My sadness was taken away when BABY BOI called his fren..And ask for help to do an online booking for the nxt show...hehe..Ya soo...We went to watch it at Causeway Point..The show was at 9.50pm..Haha..Enjoyed myself sooo much...The show was awesome..The chipmunks were cute..haha..Especially Thedor..haha..

My family is coming bck tmrw..or shud i sae todae nite??haha..yeah!! Miss them loads...Cnt wait to see them..And cnt wait to hug my lappy oso..haha..well i lend it to baby boi..So tat we cud chat with each other..kinda save of pp8..haha..Its his idea..Gd idae aby..Well done..hahah...

TO HIM: Thanks for the movie date syg..Enjoyed myself..Thanks for making the effort to call ur fren and not changing the plan..Hearts u lots aby!! Always been enjoying my time with you even tho just a minute..My love for u wnt ever fade..And frankly i love being address as MRS SYAFIE..MMUAX!!! SAAYANG dier!!!

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Maybe im too selfish..I think i am..Im sorry baby..I shudnt have post it..U r soo good to me..Sorry to disappoint u..promise that it wnt happen again..The nxt time i wud think b4 i write..Well let bygones be bygones...

Hmm..Im glad to have u..U've prove to me that u're nt the same as other guys..Thanks syg..Some of u might be wondering wads wrng.Well im not gonna sae anithing..cz its kinda personal..

Guess wad!!! Shit lar..My ex got FB..and looking thru his picure with his belove fiance makes me happy..Cz i knw he love the gal..Hope they wud be together till eternity..Amin..

Well im alone at home.. Den the past few been missing my dad and adiks..well, they went bck to indon...and wud be bck on the 28 dec..haiz..nvm..afew mre daes to go..yeah! Bt not too bad lar the past few daes..with my sister...and my bf...yeah!!!haha..

Celebrate dad's berthdae ystd..It was an unplanned berthdae party..Abg Hussein and baby boi came dwn to celebrate..Then dad ask his fren to join us at home cz he's gonna open up the bottle of 'BLACK LABEL'..Soo..they drink in the house..at he same time chatted with each other..Daddy open up his teenage stories..So to let baby boi and me knw abt his bckgrnd..indeed we were shocked to knw hw naughty and bad he is..well..wad to sae that's his past..nw he's my lovely dad..hehe..ok tats it abt ystd..basically we enjoyed especially my dad..Its his first time celebrating his berthdae with his frens and his daughter's companion at home..haha..

Abt todae...Met her after resting wen i get bck frm wrk..I miss her soo mch..We went to mit her dad cz she nid to paz money to him..Den we went to buy food for her cats..After tat bought food at KFC..Its my dinner..hehe..shared wit her the Ultimate meal..Change the whipped potato to cheese fries..Our favourite..hehe..its been soo long tat we shared a meal..ever since she moved house to B.P..haizz..chatted with her and played with her cats..
We also chatted with a man..He's a passerby who was taking his dog for a walk..He tot that we were siblings..haha..we just go with the flow..his dog is soo cute lar..looks lyk the M.I.B dog..haha..It was then time to go home..Haiz..didnt wan to let her go home..bt i have to..hope to mit her soon..

The person that im mentioning here is INTISAR..My best fren tat wud always be in my mind and heart..

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How do u feel wen were asleep after wrk and ate ur medicine ur ph kips ringing and wen u answered the person kips on asking question that u nvr wanna ans again and again? Irritatd?hmm..How do u feel wen someone slam ur door wen u r asleep? Agitated?? Haizz..Maybe its just me..Ya its just me..Thinking too mch..and following my emotion too much..

Sometimes i wonder if my parents love me or not..Cz they show their love and concern mre towards my sis and younger bro..Why am i saying this?? Haiz..firstly they are mre concern abt my sis and my younger bro life..Then they celebrate their berthdaes full of smiles and laughter..As for me they dont care..They even forget my berthdae..haiz..THis is nt the first time..Parents forgetting ur berthdae is not a good thing lar sei..haiz..getting scolded on ur special dae is worse..haiz..Maybe im born to be a BAD, DEFIANCE AND NAUGHTY DAUGHTER that doesnt deserve to be loved by her family...Im sorry for being wad i am...haiz..Maybe its better if im not born in this world..

Its been a few daes that my Baby boi didnt send me this msg "Baby, love u!"..Im starting to worry..wads wrng with us..We dnt even talk otp at nite b4 going to slip the past few daes..Dnt tell me that history is repeating itselves again..haiz..

Im just sooo f***ed up!!!!

TO AKAK: I didnt mean to shout at u..I didnt mean to slam the door..I was agitated by u slamming the door the moment u came bck and calling me while i was asleep. I just hate it wen u kip on saying "r u sure u wud have enough money?" If ive given u it means that i've calculated my money..And i've enough to give u..Dnt u understnd?? Im really sorry..

TO HIM: Baby, i miss ur swit msgs..I miss ur voice..I miss everything abt u..I realli do..Pls dnt sae that u r starting to..haiz..shall not sae anithing..

TO ABAH: HAPPY BERTHDAE DADDY!!! MAE UR WISHES CUM THRU AND BE HEALTHY AND SMILE ALWAYS..LOVE U DAD!!!

Sitting at home the whole dae todae cz Baby boi sae i must rest well.. Eat medicine..haiz..actually he's not the oni 1 bt my sister and dad oso sae the same thing..soo heed their advices,i stayed at home, eat my medication..damn bored.bt wad to do i have to get well soon.. if nt i have to undergo an x-ray..sounds serious..hehe..

Suppose to wrk todae and take my bar cert..postpone again..OMG!! again le..haiz..
"STRICTLY NO COLD AND SWIT DRINKS FOR U!! AND NO OILY FOOD!! GET THAT IN UR HEAD NURASHIKIN" Its been in my mind all day long..Tats my BF's advice..haiz...Hate it sooo much wen im sick.Thanks baby for being concern.. Sorry to make u worry..

Getting abit better now..I think..hehe..bt!!! must continue eating medicines..Tmrw must wrk3..Expecting lots of crowds cz Ah Mei is closed for renovation..haiz..Hanis is on MC again..left me alone handling the gourmet orders..

K la..tats it.

TO AKAK: Even tho its over, i knw u r able to overcome it. Cz a guy lyk him does not worth your tears..U deserve a better guy..He's not capable and suitable to be my LOVELY brother-in-law..

TO HIM: Baby i miss u soo much..I would keep my words..I wud eat medicine till i really get well..Meet up with u soon..Love u..

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Group photo of The RAILMALL CBTL barista's and managers

Went to wrk todae..i was sooo weak..dn knw y..i still had my cough..its been a mth..bt den nw getting worse..i have difficulty breathing especially if i walk alot..haizz...well guess wad i was bck frm the doctor..haha..i went to the doctor lar sei..haha..Doctor gave me MC frm werk for tmrw..haiz..I was suppose to take my test u knw..den got MC..postpone again..haizz..the doctor sae if im still not well after the medication i must come bck and then he would conduct an X-ray on me..OMG!! I wanna get well soon..i dont wanna suffer again and again..Enough is enough..A mth with the cough is killing me softly..

I pity my managers..They have to find a replcment for me and hanis tmrw..Hanis said that she was having fever..oh wadever..every friday there's always a reason for u to skip wrk..Eh hello...!! U r a full timer siao..haiz..dn knw wads wrng with her.
Then im always the victim who have to werk lng hours..bt im really soory Elaine, i have to rest well.Im too weak to wrk..Sorry peeps..

Hmm..Ystd!! OMG!! Had outing with my colleagues at ECP..we were having Christmas Party..alot of foods lar sei..haha..Went cycling with nadiah till the end of ECP.haha..we tok2 as we cycle..Bth of us were disturbed by this grp of guys.They cut our lane then kip on following us..We were lyk WTF!!..Anw..Played 'hep, hep, hurray' a philippine game..haha..had soo much fun..Hanna was the winner..Then we eat and eat..Oh ya..Baby boi surprise me with his presence there w/o me knowing..N Abg Hussein(akak's fiancee) also follwed..Baby boi and i ride the couple bike..we borrowed frm hanna and aizat(hanna's bf)..Thanks b for the ride..

Then my sister was force by abg hussein to ride that bike..My sister was soo scared cz she dn knw hw to ride a bicycle.haha..So me and Baby boi ride an individual bicycle to help akak relax..In the end after cycling with them, we rest and went on for the exchanging gift session..I got e gift bought by Shaiful..An alarm clock with lots of lights..hehe...Didnt stae late till morning cz baby boi dn allow..So i went home at 11+..boohoo!! gonna miss all my colleagues especially those who always werk night shift..

K la den..getting drowsy after taking the medication..Btter slip nw..dadaa..

TO HIM: Baby thanks for sacrificing ur health, time and effort to come dwn ystd..Appreciated lots..THanks for your concern..Thanks for fetching me frm wrk jz nw..Love u lots!!! Miss u soo much!!

TO TRM PEEPS: It was such a great party ystd..Sorry that i couldnt stae overnite..sorry peeps..nxt time aite?? Love u peeps!!!

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Wad a bunch..

Had my class bbq yestd..It was full of laughter and fun...The game part was soo chaotic and hilarious..My grp was Anisah, Hafizah(her neighbour), Rizal and Ms Fun...Hehe..we were lyk dogs digging for bone in e sand sia..Bt actually we were digging for hidden letters...haha..Thanks to the games commitee..We had fun during the game..The food was delicious..Theres extra la kn..haha..Baby boi turn up arnd 8..Lead him to all my classmates..Let him get to knw all..hmm..then..

He help me bbq the food..haha..oni the 2 of us..mcm swit lar kn..bt we are swit..hahaha..MCM PHM..haha..i was jz joking k...We went to eat the food..It was sooo nice..We went to stand by the seashore..

Baby, I miss u hugging me frm the bck and whispering to me the 3 words..'I LOVE YOU'..Finally u did it again ystd..hehe..Went bck after that..Didnt get to send atiqah home cz baby boi wanna spend time with me..Sorry beb..Realli sori..

Overall TWO THUMBS UP for the whole bbq!!! Yeah!! Hip2 Hurray!!

To my classmates: THanks sooo much for the wonderful event..Hearts u guys always.

To HIM: Baby, thanks for fetching me..Thanks for ur love..Thanks for everything..especially the hugs and kisses..it wud nvr get enough..Love u syg..

Tracy, Me, Atiqah and Shawal leading the elderly doing the CHICKEN DANCE

Group photo with the elderly

Start my day at Queenstown arnd 3 yestd..Met Shafiq at J.e..We went together..I was punked by Shawal..He said that he wasnt coming bt in the end he reachd first..Walk with Atiqah,Steffi, Tracy and Shafiq to the blk..We were lost..haha...Mingle around with the elderly..Had fun..Do the chicken dance..4 of us lead them..haha...Wad a hyper bunch of elderly..Seeing them makes me miss my late grandfather..Its been a yr that he pass away..haizz..
To my late grandfather: "Atuk, i know u cud see and hear me..I just wanna sae i miss u soo much..I miss ur story telling session..I miss sleeping on ur lap..I miss those times u were at hm...I realli do..I promise to u that i wud study hard and make abah proud..And atuk..Im happy being with my current bf..He never fail to make me smile..So no worries ive escaped frm my ex bf whom u hated alot..."

After the event we went Anchorpoint for dinner..It was a treat frm Ms Hasnah..hehe..Thanks Cher..Love u..Luckily nothing happen to me while at Blk 150..It was HER territory..Baby boi confess to me abt it when we went home..He was soo afraid that SHE wud come after me..Oni Atiqah and Nabilah knws who im referring to..Anw Baby boi fetch me and atiqah..He accompanied us to Sheng Siong to buy the squid for he BBQ..hehe..Atiqah is soo bad she cubit baby boi..Bad gerl..haha..Anw we had fun shopping for groceries together..Baby boi joke arnd with atiqah..She kept on sayng " Ni la pmpn..Lembab..Kenape la kau dilahirkn pmpn.." and "sodok kau"..haha..I am a gerl wad..so its not wrng for me to behave tat wae..haha..and fyi u r a gerl too...haha..

To HIM: Syg dn u ever fetch me with that glumy face of urs..Cz it makes me scared..

K den..Gtg..Nid to get ready for ltr class bbq..Will update abt it ltr on...

cake made from Tracy and Peng Hwee for his dad

cake done by me...

Started out my day by leaving her presents right beside her bed..hehe..asking her to read my blog where i wish her..hehe..she cried(tears of joy)Went to J.P with Tracy and her Bf, Peng Hwee..We had our lunch at banquet. Then went to Th Icing Room to do our cake..They did a cake for Peng Hwee's dad turning 52..I did a cake 4 my sis turning 25..haha...Had fun..

Before going home met baby boi to paz him the cheescake bar that i bought especially for him..Reach home at 7..Hmm.. waited for kakak..Surprise her with the cake and myself being t hm cz i lied to her that i was wrking..hehe..sorry..


Hope she love the surprises given..1mth supply of chocolates..haha..amek kau..haha..seeing u smile makes me happy..even tho my berthdae was a disaster from my dad..i enjoy it cz my frens and beloved bf gave me surprises...Appreciate it lots..

K lar..gt to concentrate on my assignments..SVE and ETP..goin for training ltr..

To HIM: Baby every min,sec and hours i wud always be thinking of u..I love u lots and no one cud replc u.

To HER: Kakak, i've tried my best to grant all ur wishes..Im sorry for not being able to grant that one wish of urs...Realli am sorry..Hope u enjoyd ur berthdae..Love u lots..No one cud replc u as my sister..

HAPPY BETHDAE

hAPY berthdae to

Someone that NEVER fails to make me smile
Someone that is ALWAES by my side
Someone that is LOVING me till ETERNITY
Someone that alwaes stay strong infront of me
Someone whom i RESPECT
Someone who is LOVED and MISSED by me
Someone that is swit, cute and pretty

NONE OTHER THAN MY SISTER, NOORWATI ISMAIL!!!

Happy berthdae to NOORWATI ISMAIL..Ure 25 now..haha..A year gained..Oops!! Have an enjoyable dae ahead.Sorry that i cant be with u, i have to work closing..Hope u love the present. Thanks for being a WONDERFUL and SWIT sister..Never wanna hurt or make u cry..Alwaes wanna see u smile..I wud do wadever it takes just to see u smile..

Okie im done wishing my beloved sister...Updates for the past few daes..Attended the BTR reunion on sat 05.12.09...Had lots of fun...Met lots of veteran/legendary actor and actress..I am honoured to be there and be one of the commitee members..hehe..
Then on Sundae 06.12.09 met baby boi arnd 5..Both of us dress up lar sei...haha..i wore t-shirt with vest and jeans..Wore heels..Baby boi wear smart top and jeans..haha..was shocked to see him lyk tat the moment i saw him infront of my house..We went out to buy the present..hmm..took photos but its in his hp..Talk to each other abt some stufss..Hmm..BABY I LOVE U LOTS..Went to fetch his mum and go sheng siong..Had late dinner with them..shared the rice wit him..Fed his mum a spoonful..hehe...Wanted to send his mum home first then his mum die2 wanna send me home first..haizz...our plan was spoilt..bt nvm..

For Him: Thanks for miting me todae BABY..Thanks for the hugs and kisses..Didnt bear to let go of the hug and kisses we had wen we are abt to go hm..But unfortunately i have to..Hope to mit u soon..Reali love u syg..Alwaes and wud always be MRS SYAFIE..

For Her: Happy Berthdae..Thanks for the continous support that u've been giving me..Alwaes and wud alwaes be ur swit little sister..U wud alwaes and wud alwaes be my SWIT, CUTE, LOVEABLE AND FUNNY elder sister..No one cud replc u in my life..

Okie..gtg..Nid to slip now..

hmm..at last its friday!! YEAH!! haha..went for shopping the past few nites since wednesdae..shopping for new and suitable outfit to wear for tmrw event at QUALITY HOTEL..we went MUSTAFA CENTRE where abah bought batik top same as the twins..thats when i took advantage to buy my make up sets and basic necessities..hehe..abah and the twin has 2sets...before tat went to TKC where stepmum bought a blouse..me and sis..went to bugis on thursdae..bought dress, blouse and shoes...finally i have new pair of heels..Yeah!!

Went home studied for my SVE AND WRB tests..My upgrade test was postpone..lucky sia..hehe..if not cnfrm fail..no confidence at al..GD NEWS!!! HOLIDAY next week!! yeah!! can wake up late and wrk3..Having couple of events happenng next week..HC bbq at east coast and going to the lions befriender plc...hmm..hope the bbq went well...OH GOD, PLS LET THAT DAE BE SUNNY...NO RAIN PLS..AMIN...

Gonna miss my lappy..haha...gonna slip ovr at Mak Busu's plc tonite after the wrapping of prize at QUALITY HOTEL ltr..Oh ya!! I MISS MY BABY BOI!! OMG lar...suppose to mit him todae sei...then abah spoil it...boohoo...Tmrw oso notmiting him..sorry baby, iknw tmrw is suppose to be our nite out...realli sorry..mit u on sundae ok after wrk..?? Hope cud mit u on sundae..

Missing you lyk crazy sei b..Wanna run towards u and jump hug u...Hug u titely and not letting it go..hehe...

K lar gtg...Tc peeps...

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No one or nothing cn take away that smile..

The gift to u..

HAPIE 10MTH ANNIVERSARY TO BABY BOI AND ME..Yeah!!!

Hapie 10mth anniiversary darling..10 solid mths without any fights..Wow!! Cnt believe it ryte? Bth of us couldnt believe it oso..haha...bt its a fact..Cnt be denied...LOving u is unexpectable bt nw we are 10mth together...Nobody knws tht we would last this long..hope tht we wud last till ....INSYA'ALLAH..AMIN...I wud always be loving u even tho i knw there are loads of guys better looking, character and attitude than u out there..I've always been urs and would always be urs till eternity..No one or nothing cn ever separate us and take away the smile that we have together nw...Love you lots syg..Hope u love the lollipop that i give u..Seeing ur reaction makes me laugh now wenever im thinking abt it..haha..

U gave me a good news tat i wud always bear in mind..Knowing tht 'she' is getting married makes me feel secured...I wouldnt have to worry that 'she' wud snatch u away frm me animre...Dn u ever disturb my baby boi ever again...I mae be nice to u now bt dn go ovr the line cz u mite nvr wanna see the darkest side of me..It cud be nasty...So what!! Its just a few number between our age! Hah! wadever lar b***h!!!Get out of OUR life FOREVER!!

Finally...nw i wud like to update wat ive been doing the past few daes..Sundae night went to sisha and watch NEW MOON with my beloved colleagues and baby boi..Had sooo much fun...Didnt expect tat Hanna's bf is baby boi's schmate..haha..wad a small world eh..haha..Reach home at 5.30AM...slept for 1hr 45min then went to sch on mondae..haha...Slept during brk time..hehe...Do my presentation infrnt of the HPO students and lecturers with atiqah..Quite nervous bt it went smoothly..Everyone njoy the video..haha..funny sei..At nite met baby boi..went out to celebrate advance anniversary..I slept on his shoulder on the wae bck home..hehe...he was driving some mre...oops!! Haha...thanks baby...

Todae!!! Went training..got my jersey and new badminton shoes frm coach..Yeah!! haha..finally...hehe..Baby boi fetch me hm..B4 goig hm went to eat rojak with his 2nd bro and his fren.kekek sei his bro...His bro sae im getting big as in my hands seems bigger..haizzz...got to go training regularly again sei...c lar wats the outcome now..haha...

Gt to slip nw..soo exhausted..

LOve u baby...Mmuax!

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