7/23/10

I'm currently obssesed with her songs..I'm loving and envy with her body.. It's soo damn flexible..Sometimes I wish that I'm not this size..haha..But I'm grateful for what I am now.

This song is especially for SYAFIE.

KISSED @ 10:22:00 PM

7/15/10

After the argument on that day, I've realised how deep is our love for each other. Being with him is unexpectedly and loving him is much unbelievable. Asking me to be his on 01.02.09 at 08.29pm is a date and time that I wouldn't forget or erase from my mind and memories.

I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way. I'm grateful to have you in my life. You've lead me to this path of mine throughout the past 17mths of our relationships. You've taught me to be a better person. You are my guardians, teacher and boyfie. In other words you are my everything.

Ok ppl, I dont know why I'm being so mushy in my blog. haha..Cut3! hehe.. Well I've been busy with school and work. Guess what I've pass my upgrade 1 but unfortunately I fail my 2nd upgrade. hmm..

Daddy say "Its ok, try again and try harder next time"

Me just *smiling* and say "Sorry to disappoint you daddy, I'll try my best next time. Right now I'll promise to do my best for my school exams."

Daddy say: "Glad to hear that, Remember, evrything you do I'll be proud of you I would just be sharing the joy that you have. "

Me say: "Well, thanks dad."

Projects deadline are being pushed foward so meaning all of us are rushing to finish up our projects! haha..and the best part exams are also coming. This Friday gonna have my PIC test. *crossing fingers* Hoping to pass it..I'm totally worried about my PMS test especially phase test..haha..Well, all the best to all my classmtes, HP..

TO HIM: I would never wanna leave you cz underneath your clothes is where i found all my thoughts. *SINGING UNDERNEATH YOUR CLOTHES*

Labels: Excel in studies

KISSED @ 10:12:00 AM

7/10/10

I had enough of tolerating YOUR NONSENSE! Your action is just too much today. I'm not a chepo gal mind u! Get away from me.. I'm attached! Don't touch me!

Finally after a few times of having this feeling ive let it out to someone who understands me in my workplc. I just couldnt take it anymore. Even my bf is not gonna tolerate this person's attitude. Its just too far. Hopefully i wouldnt get to see this idiotic person ever again. Pls3 managers, put me far away from this person.

Baby, i know you are worrieda and mad. Ive done my part to keep myself away from the person. Love u bby.

Labels: GET AWAY FROM ME

KISSED @ 7:18:00 PM

7/9/10

I'm officially missing you. I want to meet you during this weekends. You are very busy with your work nowadays, I'm proud of you but please take care of your health. You are my everything. Just hoping that I could meet you and watch movie with you like how we used to be.

Laying there with your arms around me I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me I couldn't help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go. To just stay wrapped in your arms forever. Where nothing else matters but you and me.

Labels: love u baby

KISSED @ 7:12:00 PM

7/8/10

Its been a year that ive left you. I've not been wanting to see you not now or ever in the future cz you're my worse nightmare. You can say what ever you wanna sae or shud i sae explain to me everything but IM SORRY it doesnt matter to me. Move on with your life and stop searching for me and FYI I WOULD NOT BE ACCEPTING UR FREN REQUEST.

I'm happy with my bf. He appreciate me more than you and he never fails to make me smile. Even tho we've ever had an arguement, well it's my fault and im never gonna repeat it again. A guy like you deserve no good gal. Be loyal to HER, LOVE HER AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE ME LAST TIME, TREAT HER GOOD..Just want you to leave me alone. Leave me and my bf alone. You are not welcome in our life especially MINE!

TO MR STAR : Im in love with you.

Labels: STAY OUT

KISSED @ 11:59:00 PM

7/4/10

School's hol is over. Time to face the reality, projcts, schs, training, attahcment, and exams..A new term and turing over a new leaf for my relationship.

Bf and me had an arguement the past few days but i'm glad that everything is over. Bf gave me a chance and i'm gonna make full use of it. I'm gonna turn over a new leaf, learning from my mistake and not repeating it. Thanks love.

I want my frinch back.

My upgrade test is in 1week's time and i've yet started studying for it. Tourney is this week, totally not prepared.

Projects to submit when sch reopen: DONE!,

Final report: On the process!,

ECM: On the process!

Upgrade revision: Need to start ASAP!

Not forgetting i;ve rebond my frinch but the stupid aunty didnt do it properly and it's still wavy. Haiz.. Make it worse it's so short now. Bf dont like it cz he said i look like a 12 year old girl.:(

Its me with the trainees . I look so ugly.haiz.

Sorry baby, u'll have to wait for it to grow longer then i'll make my frinch sideways. hehe.. Then you would say i look like my age/older..haha..Saayang dier.

Labels: stupid frinch

KISSED @ 11:38:00 PM

7/3/10

Thanks for calling me early in the morning and give me the chance. Indeed all the words you said the night before is still fresh in my mind, its haunting me and i know all those words is not gonna make me repeat any mistakes ever. Frankly i was shock with your call and words. I am glad that you gave me anther chance to prove my love for you.

Well baby, you've taught me a very good lesson and made me realised my mistakes for the past few days. I'll give my best to get your love back. I'm sorry cz i ask "How sure are you that i'm gonna be with the same Mr Star/Syah Blaze?" Cause i didnt want to be cheated. I didnt want to fall for again. I swear that i'm not gonna repeat the mistake and not gonna hurt you anymre.

Labels: no ending for our love story

KISSED @ 9:55:00 AM

7/1/10

Happy 17mths to US..May our love continue w/o any ending..

1 year full of sweet and crazy memories is always fresh in my mind..It's like it was just ystd..U are always the one brightening up my day with ur random jokes, msgs, unexpected calls and the moments when u wud make me pissed as a joke.

I knw i've made a mistake and ive ask u for the last chance but u've left me stranded w/o an answer. I'm not a beggar for love, im trying to save our love cz this is the first time that we are having a big ARGUEMENT.

I'm not gonna throw OUR sweet LOVE into the dirt. No matter what i'll be fightng for OUR LOVE and waiting for an answer.