You and Me holding on to each other thru thick and thin..


Officially yours 01.02.09

Firstly i would like to wish HIDAYAH happy berthday!!!! Stae swit and lovely always dear2..hehe..2ndly i hate it when im off!! Cz i have no plans at all..haiz..All i do is sit at home doing nothing just playing with my lappy..3rdly im off till Thursday!! No plans at all!!!! Somebody plsss ask me out..hahahaha...4thly todae i spent the whole day at home with akak and giving her blog a new look..hahahhaa...

TO HIM: Baby i miss u sei..I editted the above pics cz i was bored..I wanted to include it in my blogskin bt i didnt knw hw..Nxt time k when i have Nabilah with me i change k syg..hehe..Love Ya..Mmuax4!

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Daddy's gerl...Finally daddy smile!!!



Evidence!! I finish up my vegetables!!!

Halooo...hehe...Didnt get to go Nadiah's plc todae cz she's nt at home..Had to follow daddy to wedding invitation @ Clementi..Glad i did follow cz i miss those family bonding time..hehe..Met my aunts there..Wore Baju kurung larr seii..haha..Cz didnt feel lyk wearing jeans..Then went to Tampines to visit my 'grandma',Expo to walk2, Changi for dinner..Guess wad!!! I finish up my meal including the vegetables!!! Yeah!! BAbyboi is sooo proud of me..hahaha...and Lastly we went Around Sentosa in the car..hehe..Had a veri great day indeed..

Saw the flyer and the cable car..Always wanted to ride both..Ask mak long how wud it feel lyk having dinner in the cable car? Then she say ofcz it wud be nice larr..haha..Cz mak long oni ride it bt not have dinner in it...hehe..

Maybe one day i wud ride one of it with the company of my beloveds..hehe..Maybe oni bt when ehk??? haha...Always saw couples in the movies walking down the beach together, visiting places of interest together and even goes to picnic just the 2 of them..I envy them!!!

TO HIM: Baby, i miss u the moment u turn ur back to me when we parted to go home..Baby, u're the oni one that i love..Baby, u're being TREASURED, LOVED AND MISSED every moment in my life!!!

Nadiah, all of us wud always be by ur side, Including SUZI

Receive a gd news and a bad news in a dae..Was soo happy in the day bt now im getting a bit sad for my beloved fren..Well gonna share my gd news first though..hehe...

Hmm..Gd news is tat i watch Alice in the Wonderland with bf ystd and3 my coach SAID got married todae!!! Yeah!!! hehe...Well, hope that coach and his wife wud last long...Stae happy always coach..Hehe..

Hmm..bad news is tat, i just get to find out that my beloved fren mum's just passed away..Im soo sorry to hear that dear fren of mine...Some of u must b wondering who is the dear fren im talking abt..Well she's NADIAH..She's my sec sch fren..I feel so sorry for her after reading her blog..Nadiah, U r not a useless daughter, im sure ur mum had forgiven all ur mistakes..Im oso sure that ur mum wud wan u to be successful in ur life..I knw its hard for u cz u werent there wen she left bt remember she wud always be by ur side even tho she's not in reality..I knw u cn move on..Be strong aite gerl..Will visit u tmrw k..We as ur frens wud always be there for u..

A lil note for my managers: Im sorry to cncel my schedule tmrw..Im realli sorry.Bt i have to sacrifice the time for werk for my dear fren who is indeed in a sad situation..Im sorry ELAINE, JOHANNA AND HAZEL..Hope u guys understand..

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Me, Shai, Atiqah, Nabilah and Mirah @ iTalent

INTISAR! My bestfren

Its holidaes, classmates and my other frens are soo far apart frm me..I miss them...haiz...i hope we'll be planning a gathering b4 sch starts..puhhlease ohh puhhlease..hehe...

Well i met INTISAR ystd after wrk! Soo happy to mit her..miss awk lar doink! hehe..Talk2 with her..Sorry awk cz u have to become my listening ear..hehe..Played with her cats..they were soo cute.."Thank u!"hehe..Oni me and intisar knw abt this phrase..hehe..U knw i knw...haha..

Went home abt 10+pm..Sooo tired...Finally off tmrw..hehe..hmm..Talk to akak and finally i realise that the oni bestfren that is always in my mind and heart is this few ppl in the pics above..Even tho im not close to Shai or Mirah, they are always there to make my day in class.hehe...INTISAR, ATIQAH, NABILAH, MIRAH AND SHAI..Im soo grateful to have u guys as my frens..Thanks for being such a great fren of mine..U guys nvr fail to be there for me and make me smile...hehe..Saayang krg2...As for INTISAR, u'll always be missed and the memories we have together since we were small is still fresh in my mind..Our 11years of frenship is indeed strong and nothing cud tear us apart..U knw me well enough and i knw u too well..hehe..U r indeed a great fren..Im soo not gonna replc u..

TO HIM: Psst..its my holidaes, lets plan a getaway just for the two of us..puhhlease sae yes..I just wanna spent the whole day with u..I knw u are busy with ur wrk bt baby i wud appreciate it sooo much if u wud took a dae off with me..I dn wanna spent my holidaes just sitting at home or wrking3...I wanna have fun with u...Thanks syg..and3..psst2! I wanna watch movie with u too..*innocent face* hehe...Remember me and Dear John..U owe me this two movies..heheh...Love u Baby!! *hugs*

nICE Quote



Backstabbing???

Ive been keeping my anger and jealousy in me..U r a bestfren of mine whom ive always respected, loved and care..Least that i expected u to be this bitchy..Who do u think u are? A miss universe? I dont knw if u r trying to snatch him away intentionally or trying to test my patience..I really dont knw whats ur intention..But as my bestfren u shud knw hw i feel ryte now..I dont need ur comfort bt i just wan u to stop this nonsense! Im really confused, I dont knw whats ur intention..R u backstabbing me or r u really joking with it?? A true fren wud nvr do anything just to test the fren's patience with the method that u r using..

Maybe its just me ovr reacting..Ya maybe its me..Im just being too paranoid..I shud have think positively..Y wud u snatch him away frm me when in the first plc u actually dnt prefer him..Hmm..In other words gerl, r u Jealous?? Haiz..whatever it is i wud treat it as a joke even if its not cz its not worth it fighting with u.. U r still a fren of mine.

To HIM: Baby, no matter what, i wud still be loving u..I wont let u go to anther party..Love u syg..If u were to be my husband, mrk my words i wudnt play behind ur bck and not stop loving u..Cz i dont wanna destroy the castle that we've build together..Mmuax3! *hugs*

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Spot anyone u knw?


Bang2, Shoot Ya!!! hehe..


Future Manhunts?? Awwww..

Its the first day of my holidaes!! Yeah...Finally a brk..hehe..Started my day with a planned suprise for Atai frm her bf Mus..Hehe..They were soo swit..Awwwww...Hehe..Last lng guys...Spent half of the dae at her plc..Watch Enchanted..Bambam and Safi was there..hehe..Karaoke session..Sang Most jiwang song..Bt in the end its fun..Hope to have it again2...hehe...

Met my baby boi after that..I miss him soo much...Soo glad to mit him..baBy send to me his pictures taken with his troopmates..The pics is soo funny, manhunt anyone?? Didnt post all the pics here..hehe...Was soo happy for baby for passing his test..hehe...Hip2 Hurray!! Hehe...Cant Wait to meet u tmrw..Miss U badly..

Walk2 and stopped at Mac to mit Aisyah and Nadiah..Talk to them and took pic oso..Bt its in aisyah's lappy..boohoo.. :( Miss ya guys too..Hope to mit up soon..

To HIM: Baby, im touched by ur words..I love u for who u are..Losing u is something unbearable..Even tho u r failure or a loser in anything, u r still a scorer and a winner in my life and heart..Saayang u..

"Its not abt the ability to read ur lover's mind but its abt feeling her deep in ur heart"

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'Oni true guys wud dare to wear pink' Baby boi prove to me tat he dares to wear pink and so he did ystd..Bth of us wore pink..Yeah!! Haha..pink couple for the day...I swear i love seeing guys wearing pink and i swear i love my baby boi soo mch..hehe..Baby boi didnt drive ystd.. So we took public transport..Its been soo long tat we've not taken public transport together evrsince aby got his van..I doo miss those times..

While on our wae to Lavender,there were a few mat reps looking at us..And there was this 2gerls looking at us too..Bth of us were wondering do we look funny in pink?? haha..in the train, Aby read my book and i listen to his mp3(his hp)..Cz he was standing..hehe..Den a few gerls wearing tudung were shocked to see my baby boi reading a book while standing..Its soo obvious sei tat they were peeping at babyboi's book infront of me some mre..I think its not common to see noctorious guys reads book..hahaha...Bt too bad, its common for me cz baby and i shared the same interest..heheh..

Ya so, i accompanied aby to beach road..Then we walk to Bugis..Walk2 at Bugis street..All of the sudden aby wants to look for me a long dress..Search2, couldnt find any..i think soo lar kn..Or maybe we were blind..hehe..So rush off to This FAshion, and found one dress..Aby love it soo much when i tried it on..hehe..He bought it for me and wants me to wear it sooner or later..Aby, promise i'll wear it k..Saaayang aby! After that we went home..Boohoo..

Todae aby goin bck to cmp againn..boohoo..anthr week w/o aby..haizz...Cnt wait for u to book out nxt fri..Missing u loads...

Concentrating on my revision here and there..exams3..K den..bbye..

Its fridae..hehe..Baby boi booking out..Yeah!! I wanna fetch him bt den i dn knw wad time..boohoo..haiz..I realli miss him cnt wait for another dae to mit him...hehe..

"Haiyo!! Shikin!!! U've not met him for oni 4daes! He's gone for reservist and u miss him loads??!! WTH!! Wake up!!" Speaking in my heart for the past few daes..hahaha..

I mae be crazy..I think i am crazy..hahah... Crazy for my Baby boi..hahah..

Well todae, in sch do some revision..hmm..Nxt week exam liao...hahah...OMG! Get over it and done...HELLO HOLIDAES!! hahaha...

Alryte den, back to studies..bubbye..hehe..

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Hey blog! haha..wth..im lyk talking to this comp..ahaha..

Im sooo shocked and happy the moment i went online in my fb..haha..guess wad! My ex is married! Yes!!! he is a husband to that gerl..I was glad that i let u go with that gerl boi! U r not worth my tears during the 2years with u! I regretted that im with u and now im not regretting leaving u since the last 1year. Im happy being loved by my baby boi..Ur tears during that time was just an act, lucky enough i didnt fall for it AGAIN! Hatred towards u had always been in me, my sis, my dad and my baby boi.. It wud nvr fade off... U've left an uneraseable mark in our heart and mind..It is such a bd experience..

Well i hope u r happy with HER.. And dont u ever come dwn to my house area animre for wadever the reason it is! Cz U R MARRIED!! Stae happy, loveable and caring towards ur wife cz she's a gerl lyk any other gerl tat doesnt wanna be hurt..Treat her as a princess that nvr fails to smile...

So when r u going to bring her here? hmm..just Hoping to recieve an invitation frm ur aunt soon..Then me and baby boi cud wish u all the best...

For HIM: Baby, U lighted up my life with ur presence, U nvr fail to make me smile and happy. U r always full of surprises..Being with u is the most unexpectable thing that happens in my life..Loving u is unbelievable..Cant wait to be in ur arms again once u end ur reservist..Saayang u!

Top models for the day! hahaha..



Loving my baby boi sooo much..

Hey peeps! Finally i get the chance to update my blog..hehe..and3 yeah to my class! we've finish up all our projects..left with presentation for ETP tis Wed..Then nxt week would be exam! OMG! Tats sooo fast..hahah..Good luck loves..May all of us pass with flying colours! hehe...

Gonna update abt wad happen ystd...A-Leen, A-bil, A-tiq, A-fiq, A-shid, A-syai and lastly me A-kin spent the day full of laughter and joy..hehe..The first four person mentioned including me went dwn to VIVO support the EXQUISITE..Basically we were supporting A-Syai and Mirah! yeah! They dance well and did a marvellous job..IM soo loving it..hehe..But one of the judge were being biased sei..DUMB AND IDIOT judge! Dn knw hw to appriciate dance and comedy..I still remember my dance instructor always say, when u are on the stage, the stage is URS, be who U are and feel the music in u..

Then after the competition we headed dwn to banquet for lunch..Shawal and Imran join us..Actually Imran was with us during the competition..So yah...hmm..then WalWal Imran went off...Had fun inside Toys 'R' Us..Photoshoot here and there with the toys..haha..Then we went to chill outside Vivo..So the not CHILL! Cz it was scorching hot..haha..Photoshoot again..hahah..Mre pics on fb..Oni post one which all of us pose..Hehe..

After that A-leen, A-tiq, A-bil and me went to mu mum'splc..A-bil didnt stay long..Then Baby boi came..hehe..Nana was soo happy to him..hehe..Had fun sei..It was the last day i cud hug, kiss and spent time with Baby boi b4 he go for reservist during the next 2weeks and 4Daes. haiz...Took photos with him..Hug him tightly...hehe...Then went home arnd 8++..Babyboi drove a longer route before sending me home..Least tat i realise i slept on baby boi's shoulder while he drive..hehe..Then i lay on his lap..For the last time b4 he go off..hehe..Gonna miss baby boi..boohoo..

Todae! Yeah! Rush to finish up our ETP project..Had an amizaing raec with Steffi around clementi..hehe..Discover the undiscoverd places in Clementi..haha.Well...Babyboi called!!! Finally! Soooo happy to hear his voice...WHole day waiting for it...hehe...Oh ya!!!! Daddy bought pizza for us...Dammn im full..Just had mac spicy for dinner, red ruby for desert and now pizza...haha..k lar...gonna attack the pizza b4 its tooo late...Yeah!!!!!!!!!

Bdw for HIM: Baby! Happy 13 monthsary!!!!!!!! How cud the bth of us forget it...hahah....OMG! We 4get??? Hehe....Love u baby..Hugs!!!!!!

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