How do u feel wen were asleep after wrk and ate ur medicine ur ph kips ringing and wen u answered the person kips on asking question that u nvr wanna ans again and again? Irritatd?hmm..How do u feel wen someone slam ur door wen u r asleep? Agitated?? Haizz..Maybe its just me..Ya its just me..Thinking too mch..and following my emotion too much..

Sometimes i wonder if my parents love me or not..Cz they show their love and concern mre towards my sis and younger bro..Why am i saying this?? Haiz..firstly they are mre concern abt my sis and my younger bro life..Then they celebrate their berthdaes full of smiles and laughter..As for me they dont care..They even forget my berthdae..haiz..THis is nt the first time..Parents forgetting ur berthdae is not a good thing lar sei..haiz..getting scolded on ur special dae is worse..haiz..Maybe im born to be a BAD, DEFIANCE AND NAUGHTY DAUGHTER that doesnt deserve to be loved by her family...Im sorry for being wad i am...haiz..Maybe its better if im not born in this world..

Its been a few daes that my Baby boi didnt send me this msg "Baby, love u!"..Im starting to worry..wads wrng with us..We dnt even talk otp at nite b4 going to slip the past few daes..Dnt tell me that history is repeating itselves again..haiz..

Im just sooo f***ed up!!!!

TO AKAK: I didnt mean to shout at u..I didnt mean to slam the door..I was agitated by u slamming the door the moment u came bck and calling me while i was asleep. I just hate it wen u kip on saying "r u sure u wud have enough money?" If ive given u it means that i've calculated my money..And i've enough to give u..Dnt u understnd?? Im really sorry..

TO HIM: Baby, i miss ur swit msgs..I miss ur voice..I miss everything abt u..I realli do..Pls dnt sae that u r starting to..haiz..shall not sae anithing..

TO ABAH: HAPPY BERTHDAE DADDY!!! MAE UR WISHES CUM THRU AND BE HEALTHY AND SMILE ALWAYS..LOVE U DAD!!!